Monday, June 19, 2006

people do change, i presume?

trust me, i'll write a limpid entry very soon. but for now, try to unravel this not-exactly-hard-to-decipher entry.

for the past few days, my mind have been choked with countless thoughts. and i think that is why god allowed me to find someone who identifies, and agrees
en masse along with me.
i shall address this person as R.

excerpts from the msn conversation with R:

R: he's damn gd friend
R: sigh
R: i forgot abt this gd friend of mine alrd

me: did u go __ with them?
R: nope
R: thats why i am here
R: lol, they didnt even ask me out

me: i just found out that he's really married.
R: wahhaha
R: i sort of knew alrd
R: i dont care alrd
R: he never tell us he is with her
R: thats nice
me: he's like this
me: when he was with __, i found out after a few mths u know!
me: felt like i was the biggest loser kinda thing
R: no its not that ur loser
R: its u have gd friends
R: i mean a gd friend
R: i really think its wrong of a friend to be like that.

me: kinda take things for granted eh?
R: we have to accept them the way they are la
R: even though i dont approve of them behaving like this, they're still our friends.
R: nonchalent

me: i was wondering, will he still ask me along if i did not ask him abt playing ball later?
R: ahha
R: doubt he will

me: you wna come along?
R: i dont attend uninvited events
R: u go ahead la

me: i dare bet that they wil nv figure out why we are unhappy
R: i can confirm that they will be very clueless why we aint happy
R: whahaha
R: SAME THINKING!

R: later, he will tell __ abt the nick and all
R: and their gonna be hell clueless
R: and they wil talk abt it for awhile
R: then make up a lot of dumb ideas
R: and then
R: forget everything again

maybe it is not a very gd idea to post all these on my blog, but i reckon i can do with some venting.

i love you guys and always will.